Elle (엘) 3C


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|Virgo. Elle Christina|

IF I had a Fandom: Lovelley

Blue-Gray-Purple-Black ¦Sweets ¦Writing ¦Drawing ¦Singing ¦Music ¦Anime ¦Electronics ¦Spelling things with ELLE as a replacement|

Ultimate Bias Struggles:

|SungKyu of Infinite¦ CAP of TeenTop¦ YuHwan of SPEED¦ Jin of Mr.Mr¦ HongGi of F.T. Island¦ Mir of MBLAQ|

Runner Ups:

|L of Infinite¦ L.Joe of TeenTop¦ Sungmin of SPEED|


In order I've cried for: DB5K, Super Junior, TeenTop, U-Kiss, Infinite, Mr.Mr, & Alphabat.

I'm sick a-lot, so sometimes I may not be here for a few days at the least & a month at the most. You can add me on Facebook if you wish to.

Message me whenever & thanks for following me!
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September 12, 2014 / 0 notes

I see you  once, maybe twice a month…

We can be in the same neighborhood… on the same street… 

You won’t come to see me.

If you say something…

If you say anything at all: It’s a head nod & usually follows with an insult.

I don’t expect an “I love you,” but can I at-least get a “How are you feeling?” or “You’re looking better.”

Dad… 

#Personal #Father #Dad #Relationship #Father Daughter Relationship #Sad
September 10, 2014 / 3 notes

Not long ago, I wrote to my followers, expressing that I loved them. I stressed to them that it’s important to love yourself above all things; that to be mistreated and abused by someone isn’t something you deserve. I told them that they are needed by someone, somewhere. I asked them to not speak suddenly when angry, so that they may avoid regretting words spoken. I assured them that being different isn’t a crime, followed by my favorite line:

"How can the people who are meant to be a part of your life find you if you’re blending in with everyone else?"  

I don’t think I’d be able to say any of this without experience. From having no money, to having no food… From sleeping without lights, to sleeping without a home of my own. I’m not talking one day; being without from weeks to months even… 

From striving to be perfect, to feeling utterly worthless… Expectations, being bullied, etc… There have been so many days that I couldn’t see myself getting through; sometimes even now.  

I’ve tried to take my own life a number of times I can count on one hand, luckily. Things get hard sometimes; really hard. Everyone doesn’t understand and there are some people who never will. They just seem to enjoy looking down on others or misunderstanding as if everything done is a cry for attention.

It is a cry for people to pay attention, yes. A cry for help. A cry to be saved. A cry to be wanted. A cry to be loved…and sometimes all it takes is ONE person to acknowledge that cry…

I get that sometimes it seems things won’t get better or better yet, they get better for a moment and then become worse than they originally were. I just want you to fight a little harder for the life that was given to you; fight for YOUR life.

So many of us have given up already; so many have cried and died alone… It doesn’t have to be that way… 

It’s been repeated so many times, that maybe it won’t have any meaning, but I’ll take that small chance. 

You aren’t alone. If I could, I’d send you all a personal smile and hug you.

I love you, because if you are reading this, it means you haven’t given up yet.

Take it one day at a time :) 

#Suicide #Suicide Awareness #Suicide Awareness Day #A letter #Letter #Hope #Suicidal #Depression #Pain #Emotional #Emo #Abuse #Cry #Crying #Hurt #Help #Need help #Teenagers #Stress #Giving Up #Love #Struggle #Struggling #Death #Killing Myself #Killing #Tears #Smile #Hug #Send It On
September 10, 2014 / 244 notes

hansol ( ´∀`)

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September 10, 2014 / 407,071 notes

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My activity spikes every Wednesday because of this post 

always reblog on a wednesday, that’s the rule.

Dammit its Wednesday and I would have been rethinking scrolling past this all day if I didn’t reblog

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#Wednesday #Reblog #You must reblog #Don't Ignore
September 8, 2014 / 2,688 notes

Heaven gained two beautiful angels. At such young ages, these girls were not yet ready to leave. Thank you for sharing your amazing talent with the world, you may now rest peacefully. Once a lady, always a lady.

RIP EunB (1992 - 2014)

RIP RiSe (1991 - 2014)

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#RiSe #EunB #Ladies' Code
September 7, 2014 / 1,143 notes

"When I was younger I got spit on by a chimpanzee at the zoo and after that incident, my friends started saying I was the chimpanzee’s rival, a monkey."

(Source: hyosong)

September 7, 2014 / 1,384 notes

Get to know: Jackson Wang (insp.)

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September 7, 2014 / 103 notes

butimaginevixx:

imagine vixx voice acting in an anime and leo trying to hide that he voices the main female.

September 7, 2014 / 164 notes

kugurumi:

Yoongi - Predebut - rap battle/audition maybe? I dunno

I found this randomly on youtube. I chortled at his faux hawk. Possibly snorted my water…

September 7, 2014 / 20,360 notes

moan-s:

When a guy Moans.. It’s the sexiest shit Ever

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Tokyo Water 12
by Ai Natori
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eatsleepdraw:

Tokyo Water 12

by Ai Natori

Tumblr / Instagram

September 7, 2014 / 361 notes
I keep holding onto the unanswered phone.
The melody flowing out of the phone is sweet
But why does it sound painful to my ears.

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September 7, 2014 / 9 notes

#TINTAP #TEENTOP #ANGEL

fuckyeahcap:

Teen Top Happy Chuseok Greeting [140905]

September 7, 2014 / 11 notes

#CAP #I LOVE HIM #HE IS LIFE

fuckyeahcap:

Entertain Us “Missing” (Rap)

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